Wednesday, May 30, 2007Hey guys, sorry for the absence...been busy, just finished two icas tis wk and to sum it up, well, we did well considering the fact we only got two wks to rush for two icas, nt including the fact tat our grp members end up sick every day last wk, including me... Well, first qn we asked the lecturer after each icas will be, ' So hw, do we pass?' and all of them say yes, only tat whether we did well or nt, but heck, pass is enough to make me fulfilled.... Anyway, both icas didnt end well though... first ica, HS2118.1, we had to present on nature vs nuture, and we kinda rushed through it, delgating three of our 7 grp members to do it, while the other three, me scorpion, and nathan did on chronic illness. so ya, u all will be askin, ' hw bout the last member?' Well, basically, she didnt do anything, coz we couldnt contact her and she didnt contact us at all...so it kinda pissed some of my grp members off...and they complain to our lecturer bout it, rite b4 the presentation...to make things worse, tat xtra grp member arrived exactly at the point when they just complain bout her...so blah, blah , blah..... class nt happy, dont know for wat crap...first of all, it doesnt concern u guys, nothin personal....and the one tat is affected is my grp so stop complaining and giving all kind of comments and punishments coz its none of ur business.... the lecturer also piss me off...she wants some excuse why all tis happened, and when we told her tat we had time constraints, she said ' well, to put it bluntly, its ur problem, u should resolve it yourself' ... so y the f**k did u ask us for our excuse then.... and u're the lecturer for some freakin reasons rite...nt just sittin on ur butt and pretend to listen to our icas, and givin stpid comments at the end.... The next day, our next ica, well this time, its nt anyone's fault, bt ours... wat happend? well, we kinda pissed the lecturer tis time, haha...anyway, the lecturer is a different one, tis one's better...she was givin her comments, and helpin us on how to improve our next ica if there is any, and some of my grp mates were nt happy, so they argued back and i was like, shut up la, just accept her comments.... bt too late, she abruptly stopped everythins and says she doesn't wan to continue anymore...luckily she say she will nt penalise us for anythin because of our actions, phew..... Anyway, everything's over, and we should think abt the future and speaking of future, nxt wk, i'll be havin my clinical practical, bio practical exam, 2118 mock test and to make things worse, my car traffic police test which i'm nt confident of passing.... so basically, all tis stress is makin me considerin on quittin being an ex-smoker and join the clan back.... SMokin Is MY OnlY EscApade... C YA....
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Sunday, May 20, 2007Sorry Guys for the long absence...... i've been sick, very sick.... ever since i quitted smokin, ya, its true.... its been two wks plus.... first day after quitting, i gt a high fever, my temp reached 39.6 C.... didnt go to sch for two days....then i recover, bt still having chills and coughs... then the next wk, i gt infected again, bt this time its, URTI..... swallowing have nvr been so painful before...my phelgm was greenish colour.... damn... and tat wk, i had two ica.... so even though i wasn't feelin well, i had to come to school.... Haiz, feel like giving up....its like ever since i quitted smokin, my life have nt been the same again... I feel lonely, as if there's something missing in my heart and mind... Sorry if i've changed...bt i cant help it...guess i am goin to write a short entry tis time...have to do my research for nxt wk ica, i haf 2 ica and we haf nt even started doing anything, i haf my clinical theory test tis wed, and comin up is my practical exam, and in two wks time, i am goin to haf my traffic police test and i dont think i am ready to face the tester......HELP!!!!! I'm Stressed>>....>>
