Saturday, March 31, 2007
Haiz.....I'm confused right nw,...No, i'm confused ever since holidays started..... Firstly, after five wks, i still havent get a job....maybe due to the lack of effort given.... Secondly, the soccer team which me and yan wans to set up is still lacking of man-power, and lacking of commitments..... Thirdly, i'm sick of giving my everything to something and getting nothing in return....
Who the hell u think i am....u can play around with anyone's feelings, but mine is out of bound... i'm sick of being this good guy who respects girls for who they are, i'm tired for being taken advantage due to tat fact....i treated every girls the same, exception to those who i haf feelings for....bt wat do i get,.....guess wat, nothing.....
I've always hated the way some guys think of girls, and the way they treat them....bt everything seem to make sense nw..... Enough is enough for me and i'm going to put an end to everything... No more Mr-Nice-Guy, i had enough of girls hurting me emotionally,playing around with my feelings and breakin my heart like as if its some piece of fragile glass where u can discard when its broken, nt tat i'm emotionally weak or wat,.... Nw its time for power-change, my turn... Breaking people's heart never seem so iressistable till today ....... introducing the new me.......
......Remember THE Name.......
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Friday, March 30, 2007Welcome everyone to this new blog.....i've just created this blog few weeks ago but it was so plain, so i decided nt to write anything first....bt courtesy of my good fren, yanhadi, this blog haf change from a ugly duckling to a beautiful swan....so nw i am going to write my first ever entry in this magnificient world of blogging......LAME...... Anyway, people will ask y i suddenly start having a blog....well, i find blogging fun and relaxing.... i admit, at first. i find blogging, girlish, i mean, which guy owns a diary,..... rite guys...., i know, it sounds bias and naive, bt i cant help it....i haf tat mindset until i gt my own com and internet.....i started blog-hopping....and it suddenly evovles into something, more of a hobby, a silent listener where u tell ppl everything u haf in mind and the listener will nt say anything to oppose u.....i gt so interested in it, so tats y i started this new hobby... Enough of the introduction of this blog, nw i'm going to introduce myself...... i'm a guy who will probably be a nurse after 3-4yrs time, including NS....bt i was and still am, hoping to be a paramedic instead. i cant stand the idea of being stuck in a place, which is the ward, and having a systematic way of doing things....everything seems so routine, so boooring. Some find it perfect, bt me....nah.....i'm adventurous.... Btw, i'm studying this course in NYP...., y NYP, coz its near my house, which is in yishun.....bt i still takes ard 30 to 1 hr to reach school....like to take my own sweet time.... Right now, i having a holiday, so i have all the time in the world to write entries, bt as soon as school starts again, i know i wont be this hardworking....so i apologize in advance to those who will be looking forward to my entries....haha, damn, i sound so thick-skin..... So till then....gdnite
